Lyrics
I gotta get this toxic shit out of my system
Better get from around me
All this shit I be losing
All this bad karma around me
All this liquor I be drinking
No more pain around me
I gotta get this toxic shit out of my system
Better get from around me
All this shit I be losing
All this bad karma around me
All this liquor I be drinking
No more pain around me
It’s gotta be the fear that’s motivating me
God forsaken me
Constantly thinking about this legacy
The hardship that follow me
Negativity and all of it
The end I never thought of it
Prolly make me fuckin dangerous
Thinking about the future so
Motherfucking strenuous
Trying to pay for happiness
My past wasn’t proud of it
My dad fuckin hated me
I took that fuckin energy
and put it in my artistry
Now look at me
Literally a sparkling new version of the old me
Same nigga from Spring Hill lake apartments
Same nigga who used to
sleep at the metro station
Same nigga that got jumped
By 3 niggas at the old checkers
all the chaos I was left with
Wasn’t scared of you bitches
I just got extra cautious
Now I cop 2 glocks
Running like 2pac , a gangsta you not
This oldhead you can’t stop
My spirit is too hot
Brave hearted and forever guarded
You not
I gotta get this toxic shit out of my system
Better get from around me
All this shit I be losing
All this bad karma around me
All this liquor I be drinking
No more pain around me
I gotta get this toxic shit out of my system
Better get from around me
All this shit I be losing
All this bad karma around me
All this liquor I be drinking
No more pain around me
All good spirits you gotta lift em
But don’t you hate when the opposer
Playing the victim
I truly love when the victim become
The opposer
When your entire future
Now resting on they shoulders
Self reliant shit
All I ever known
Niggas say I’ll die alone
I give the world my 2 cents
You write that shit in stone
Practicing on killing
While I’m sitting on my throne
I don’t know what you niggas on
Favor for a favor now I wanna do my own
But I know independent thinking now
Get your head blown
Hey it’s whole lot of noise
I don’t hear a thing
The price that you pay
When you trying to change
My anxiety so crazy I can’t focus
Approaching 40 feeling unaccomplished
And hopeless
Scrolling,
Scrolling all day looking for purpose
But everything I read now
Leading to my exit
I gotta get this toxic shit out of my system
Better get from around me
All this shit I be losing
All this bad karma around me
All this liquor I be drinking
No more pain around me
I gotta get this toxic shit out of my system
Better get from around me
All this shit I be losing
All this bad karma around me
All this liquor I be drinking
No more pain around me
There’s no way I’ll be my child’s friend
I’m your friend honey
Don’t look at me as your mother
I’m your friend
Or don’t look at me as your dad
I’m your friend
But if
Naw I’m your fuckin parents
You do what the fuck I say
Or Gotdamn get a job and
get the fuck out of my house
That’s how it supposed to be